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To Cyrus, With Love

 Dear Cyrus,

I can’t believe it’s been 3 years since we said goodbye… that seems so long yet I remember it like it was yesterday. It still hurts, and the pain really doesn’t lessen with time. But it does help knowing that you’re with Jesus and everything is perfect where you are. Sometimes I daydream about the moment when Jesus will place you in my arms and I can hold you close… it gives me hope while I have to stay here without you. I miss you so much. Words can’t describe the ache I feel today. I just want you to know that even though I only carried you in my belly for a couple months… I will carry you in my heart every day forever… but I so wish you were in my arms… they just feel empty without you and your brothers…

Cyrus John Casper, I love you for eternity…

Mommy

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